I love thinking and every time i do i reflect on what it is that i could do to grip onto myself when i dissociate, go through a breakup, i lose touch with my identity.

I’m sort of like a Chameleon, I adapt to people, and with that i start identifying with their hobbies and my identity turns into mush, with mix and matched traits of my FP (favourite person) and close people.

So how do i know something is really me and not a phase? Well it seems easy to most people to identify who they are but for people with bpd this doesn’t come as easy, I’ve had countless jobs and dreams but when I enrolled into uni I had a little talk with myself, more like an interrogation, and realised i should go for a degree about something I’ve consistently liked for years and years and by that i mean childhood passion, that’s when i enrolled onto BSc (Hons) Mathematics. Maths has always been a passion of mine therefore my identity. For the rest its important to find out about what’s your morals are, what keeps you going, your ambitions, and a reminder of what’s you look like at your best to combat that cheeky bit of dissociation.